I have decided to put a full stop to this blog.
I am:
Sad -- Because I have once failed again in this module that's called "Relationship". I simply just cannot perform well to impress anyone in this module. I felt that I'm useless.
Worried -- I know you are sick but I cannot do anything. The awkwardness stopped everything what I used and wanted to tell you.
Lost -- I was attracted by a beautiful flower into this forest. Unfortunately, I did not get to have this flower as someone else as already took care of it. Hence, I was lost in this forest, where no one comes to the rescue.
I din't expect it to let you know the truth now, since you asked me, I don't think I should lie to you. It may have affected you. All I can say is SORRY. I cannot do anything much to help.
I hope we can maintain this friendship just like before, the close, caring and cheerful you.
I want to tell you that I won't give up. I shall wait. And I am willing to.
I somehow felt that you are affected by me. Same goes for me. Are we meant for each other? I would really want to the answer as soon as possible. The right time will be here soon in about 2 weeks. I look forward to this date. Wait for me...
I hope this will be the last post before we get together. :)
I might have annoyed and irritated you recently unknowingly. I din't mean to do it. My apologies if I had really caused inconvenienced to you. I may have crapped too much, I may be childish, I may be irritating to you but I want you to know, I don't feel good when I stop talking to you for a day. Not even a second. I want to be with you. However, this feeling came at the wrong time. I have to wait and I am willing to wait.
《对不起》
请你原谅我不懂逗你开心请你原谅我不懂听你的心回想这过去我学著让你更安心别赌气别任性别放弃说声对不起
I'm nineteen! Last year being a teenager. I love my life, I love my family and I love my friends! Thank you for giving me a fun-filled birthday!
I want to tell you that I need you by my side. But I can't do it now. I shall wait for you.
I am taking the bitter now, can you be my sweet to make it taste better?
Can I take the bitter with sweet?
《苦茶》
不用等你开口先说我爱你。在那之前想对你说我愿意。
你不必问，你也不必等。这一刻就值得爱到永恒。
我该如何让你明白我爱你？在那之后你点头说我愿意。
想照顾你，想守护者你。这一刻只想把你抱紧。
I know you are working hard to achieve your A's in the National Exams. The only support I could give you is only motivation. I hope it is able to help you throughout.
I am waiting for the right time to do something. I hope I can be the one motivating and taking care of you throughout. The things I liked are things you din't like. Vice versa for me. Is things something special for us? Because of your motivation and your participation, you are the one that make press on in my studies.
Because of you, I worked harder than usual.
Because of you, I became more cheerful.
Because of you, I changed my life.
Because of you, I like you.
Do you feel the same way I feel?
《说说》
好想听你说说爱我，好想听你说说想我。这些年你有没有曾经想起过我？
好想对你说说爱你，好想对你说说想你。这些年你知不知我超想念着你。
The question that you asked, startled me even till today. Though it has been more than a week but I really have no idea about the answer. I just like the way you are. To me, you are worth to be treated this way though you don't treat me that well. I'm fine with it. Give me some more time, I will prove to you what I meant. I am a person that don't really know how to express my feelings. Hope you do bear with it. I am trying my best this time.
The increasing amount of Box Bendies in Woodlands Depot makes Uncle Fong a happy man.
Temporary job at SEAB is soon to end in 2 days time. Made new friends and even reunion with primary school friends! :D
Hi People! I know I have not been posting for quite a while. I have lots to share, just that I'm lazy to blog. :P
Reached Singapore this morning at 1.05am. It was a tough ride as we encounter turbulence and thunderstorm during the flight. This 5D4N trip was a memorable one for me as this is my first time going to somewhere further than Malaysia and first time to take plane! (I took once when I was 2 months old. How to know the feeling when you were that young?)
When to Disneyland, Ocean Park and many other fun places! :D
