I have decided to put a full stop to this blog.
I am:
Sad -- Because I have once failed again in this module that's called "Relationship". I simply just cannot perform well to impress anyone in this module. I felt that I'm useless.
Worried -- I know you are sick but I cannot do anything. The awkwardness stopped everything what I used and wanted to tell you.
Lost -- I was attracted by a beautiful flower into this forest. Unfortunately, I did not get to have this flower as someone else as already took care of it. Hence, I was lost in this forest, where no one comes to the rescue.
I din't expect it to let you know the truth now, since you asked me, I don't think I should lie to you. It may have affected you. All I can say is SORRY. I cannot do anything much to help.
I hope we can maintain this friendship just like before, the close, caring and cheerful you.
I want to tell you that I won't give up. I shall wait. And I am willing to.